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Casual Anxiety

by Sonola

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1.
Unborn 00:35
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I don’t like life much but I love you a lot So fuck me hard if you’re going to eat my heart Cut out my tongue if you could speak my mind Drink all the blood if it tastes like wine Scrape my eyes right out of my skull They’ve seen more than I ever wanted to know Peel off my skin if it would keep you warm Make me new again unborn Make me new again unborn Make me new again unborn Make me new again//kill me
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Lifewasopen 02:11
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Your life was open Your life was open you can’t change this Come on consume me Come consume me I am complacent Your life was open Your life was open you don’t say Just like the front now Just like the front now you hide face Just like the front now you hide face Come on into me Come into me and we won’t change this Rip out all my veins Rip out my veins see the strings hanging And I could leave one And I could leave one if you’d take it Just for the fun it Just for the fun that it was baby Just for the fun that it was baby Just for the fun that it is Hardly spoken and you know I wasn’t focused but I saw that you were sweating right out Hard into you because I could never lose you if i did wouldn’t learn it without Your mind is creeping and your hands are fairly sleeping but its time and time and time is around Your life was open And they were joking But you could get on the ground
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Masscontroller 02:30
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Mass controller spin so blindly What you would take it for is all that it could be Why do you do this where is the line drawn Mass controller Mass controller in the ivory Tower watching like you should be Why do you do this where do you get off Running with or running from And either way its just begun so I love you more Woke up in the dead of night with your hands on fire Baby I know baby I know Found you in a poppy field full dandelions And it was out of controller but it was in my control Mass controller spin so blindly What you would take it for is all that it could be Why do you do this where is the line drawn Mass controller Mass controller in the back seat Always watching like you should be Why do you do this where do you get off Running with or running from And either way its just begun so I love you more For the first time in my life I gave up I love you I love you I love you more
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Greenlight 02:34
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You caught me casting a green light baby I never want to see the way back in Cataclysm might mean something If I could ever get you in my skin Go on and tell me once That I’d be better left off for dead And then tell me twice Now that this bullets in my head For all the time that I could spend running I chose I’d rather be with you instead But by the time that my thoughts collected I went and lost my fucking head Go on and tell me once That you would never leave back again Turn it back two times Now that all of our lives are spent Now that all of our lives are spent Now that all of our lives are spent
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Nothinglefttolose 02:20
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Nothing left to lose with your life on the line Hang my body out in the sun so it dries I forgot to phone won’t be coming home Best thing I could do is probably fucking go Your attention Prediction He comes around he comes to kill king of it all And take them Over inside its not you its not us Come on take them Turned on alive I’d rather die Thank you so much I be saying you would you like to hide I could not come cause the others arrived Well kiss me once and kiss me twice Lead me into the light Your attention Take it Under the ground over their heads I don’t give a shit Embrace it I’m amazed I’m amazed I’m amazed I’m amazed about it Come on take it There was a noose tied as tight as the truth as small as it gets Well I’m always ready now
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Peoplepeople 01:02
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People make more people and we do it because Well why the hell not that’s what nature does And if I do it too I’ll be happy and such! In a world that’s meant for me People kill more people and we do it because We’re nothing like them they’re nothing like us So we slit their throats and we spill their blood In a world that’s meant for me A world that’s meant for me If you’re listening know this makes me sick Though it works a little better than I’d like to admit So I’d take some advice if you’d give me it But I’m sure it won’t come free If you’re like me maybe we get along And I can just sing another song and Feel a little better in a world that’s wrong One that was meant for me One that was meant for me One that was meant for me You were meant for me
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Inapictureof 02:28
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Everybody’s looking at you the same Dead eyes sunken face You’re in their way All these people looking out for the blame I want to take you in Like I cannot explain In a picture of You and me on a walk I imagine you getting off Circling circling around For the kill Cause in a dull fame Love’s whatever you are I could see you walking through the door Looking at looking at what you are Feelings somehow cost me o.k. We need more cigarettes Less novocaine Everybody acts all the same Beneath those things they wear I could watch them decay In a picture of You and me on a walk I imagine you getting off Circling circling around For the kill Cause in a dull fame Love’s whatever you are I could see you walking through the door Looking at looking at what you are
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Lifesdifferent 02:02
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I get along with you or I pretend To never hear all the words in your head Leave it alone life’s on loan then you’re dead I never wanted the same thing I guess Feeling you close but the further I get I love you so much I start to forget We’re playing pretend and I’m on the defense Cut off my legs ask my to dance and Life’s different Life’s different Grinding my teeth not a thought in my head I wanted to speak but said nothing instead You went on about something someone once said I bit my tongue into a deeper red Everything in this life is a sham We do it to do it but never understand If its true love please stay until death If it is not still fuck me to bed and Life’s different And life’s different And then life’s different Again life’s different
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Wasntboring 02:03
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At least it wasn’t boring Gave me something to think about When I woke up in the morning My teeth fell out I look for something less important In something I don’t care about And if you’d ever known this Would you be around Indifference Utter dismay Friendly happy Nothing to say But I know you still Emphatic Filled up with charm Lonely happy Into your arms And I’m sorry still At least it wasn’t boring Gave me something to think about When I woke up in the morning My teeth fell out I look for something less important In something I don’t care about And if you’d ever known this Would you be around
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Fastlife 03:36
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Fast life yeah you can’t afford a moment Forget the part where no one seems to understand it Anxious perpetually like what’s next And I’m pretending to get rest No I’m petrified my soul waits To take in it all And at the worst time The sunlight broke my fall You’ll get it when you got it To take anywhere So come close my eyes Pull out all my hair Slow dance in a gas chamber my dear We sway until we collapse Disappear How you stay so beautiful when you’re dead? I want to be the rot inside your head Yeah I’m petrified my soul waits To take in it all And at the worst time The sunlight broke my fall You’ll get it when you got it To take anywhere So come close my eyes Break my bones in half
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Sunlight 03:52
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I’m just a child and you’re my baby I lose focus for a minute and you crawl away And from afar I watch you dancing Dream of romancing eyes of purple and gold Hey who’s that in the window? I’ll guard you while you store the sunlight you collect And violently my soul will seek out the rest All the ghosts they’ve got only apologies No just deserts we’ll burn the sage and we’ll eat the cake Tiptoeing around I’m dodging glances Second guesses about nothing I don’t know And disappearing’s easier when you are nameless Lets forget famous no one knows the difference anymore Hey who’s that at the front door? I’ll guard you while you store the sunlight you collect And violently my soul will seek out the rest All the ghosts they’ve got only apologies No just deserts we’ll burn the sage and be on our way
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Somethinghere 02:20
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Something here it’s all I want just to Get you here to fend you off The last thing I saw was right and so I Walk to the edge you’ll find Run to the edge you’ll find If you take it was it even? Run to the edge you’ll find Run to the edge you’ll find out Something here it’s all I’ve got and I Was throwing myself a line Just to get back to it Cut. I can see it in your two eyes Commemorating like two spies Is that what you are is that what you are? Something here it’s all I want just to Get you here to fend you off The last thing I saw was right and so I Walk to the edge you’ll find Run to the edge you’ll find If you take it. better. Run to the edge you’ll find Run to the edge you’ll find If you take it was it even? If you take it was it even? If you take it was it even there?

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A love letter to anyone who feels disgust for this world.

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released October 31, 2019

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